This was me when I tried to quit Smoking
Colleagues would actually buy me cigs after so many days of my growling at them , so I could start Smoking again because I was one Grumpy Bitch and it was so unlike me.
Everyone I looked at was Smoking , I would see a friend with a Pen in their Hand and I would perceive it as a cig "ugh" it was weird.
I would wake in the middle of the Night and at first forget I was trying to quit because I would always light up a cig when I woke up.
Quit 15 years now , can race my Girl down the shops lolz