Try to Ignore the Stereo types Skunky , this is not about Gender , this about Human Emotions and we all have them and Stress and Anxiety affects us all in different ways.
Some Cut and I have known Guys who are Cutters
It's just an Unhealthy Coping mechanism
Once you're happier and feeling more Independent , you'll start to take back control of your eating , the Crazy thing is that while we are caught in the Cycle , we Believe we are in Control lolz not laughing at you btw but how I thought I was in Control for years and years.
I'm not surprised you're Smoking , so would I be at least 20 a day in your shoes
and I'm not kidding either.
Oh now that would be Lovely for you , not Living alone but also not under Warden Control
Courtney Loves her food , by her age I had got to a Dangerous point BUT NO ONE TOOK MY SCALES AWAY OR MY TAPE MEASURE BECAUSE I HID IT WELL and my Obsession continued well into my 20's.