My problem is that I'm addicted to it. Masturbation is healthy as long as it doesn't become obsessive, which mine has long since become. To have that many in those years is incredibly obsessive.
As for the reason I started counting, it's because I started noticing I was becoming obsessive in 2009, though I may have started this long before then. I decided that, starting with 2010, I would keep track of how many times I do it.
You see, I'm single, lonely, have other bad problems going on with me, and I'm missing out on life. So, I turn to my addiction as my only temporary escape from everything else. I know what would help me keep my addiction down to a minimum, but whenever I bring up the solutions, I always get dismissed and people tell me things that they think works best. Unfortunately, it always backfires and I do it more because they don't understand why their solutions don't work on me.